old, new, old
we sang in groups of 6 for today’s choir exam, ssaatb. while practising together i had a flashback of life in band, and with a pang i realised that i miss my section. it’s just not the same anymore. now i meet up with people individually…like meeting yenn in the uk, having dinner with justin, having lunch with amirah, promising to have lunch with fiz in school, but it’s not the whole group anymore, and that makes me sad. not sure if anybody in the section talks to jun now, the last time i asked him whether he wanted to meet up he was hesitant (as i think he would be), hah i wonder whether he’s already written us all out of his life, which would be very sad considering the very long two years we spent together formally as a section.
i prefer band to choir, but today, for a while, i remembered what it felt like to belong, and making music together. for one of my groups i was the only none choir person around, and after the exam they started singing their choral music (ie ask any band person, whoever they trained under, and they’re likely able to harmonize parts for, say, alvamar or ross roy or sth similar) and so i felt left out again because all the music was so foreign to me. until they sang 76 trombones and i could hum along (although the big band version is nicer, but eupho isn’t part of a big band so ha-ha i feel left out of both choir and band huh).
best get back to my essay. wrote only 1/5! what a long night, sigh. i might need that red bull.
feeling nauseous
i think it’s from the lack of sleep. and tonight’s gonna be another long night, sigh. one essay to be handed in by midnight, for that i need about 500 more words (writing it’s been really disappointing, it’s not flowing, it’s so ughhh. and i heard he’s a tough marker. this sucks, it really does.).
i had a quarrel with my mum before going for choir, and i was so upset i couldn’t sing until the later half. i think it’s interesting. you can do everything else when you are angry, but the one thing you cannot do is to sing. not even emo songs. you just don’t have the energy to sing when you’re angry or upset.
anyway i feel tired, angry and upset tonight, but i have another essay due tomorrow so it’s no rest for me. i wanted to pon choir to do work but the exam’s next week i had to go for practice. i like my group though. i hope i don’t let them down, they’re all so zai! they’ve been in choirs since secondary school (our bass is in some national choir too, whatever the choral equivalent of snyo is..snyc?) while im the extra, im glad they took me into their group though. i don’t want to be the black sheep who pulls their grades down.
why can’t you be there
y- says:
can’t u just talk to me
u know how much i want u to talk to me
u know i need someone to talk to at this moment
and u dun even bother
eh. exactly my point when i was having my own argument with amos. i bet i’ve said the same thing before. i assume the above convo occurred during exam period or so, which is the time when the girl most needs some TLC. and oh, in both cases, the guys are not having exams, so they should be, you know, in a better position to console and comfort and be there for the girl. ironically, it was c, the guy who was having exams as well who managed to, for lack of a better term, pass the test. well i totally empathize with you, girl, and i hope things get resolved eventually, and in a positive manner.
lesson for guys
y- says:
i’m surprised u have not learnt
u keep doing it again and again
and again
and again
and again
u shld not take what a girl says. i tot u knew that
and that goes for every guy out there, who never learn their lesson. should post this on my main blog arh.
happy anniversary!
yenn says:
today’s my anniversary and dear wj has kindly suggested that he combined my 2007 birthday gift with my anniversary gift.
zomg that’s fantastically amusing, and i had to share it with amirah right away. alas fiz and justin aren’t online. ah well i’ll tell them when they are. anyway, gosh! jun is such a poot! damn funny still. i love the way yenn used ‘kindly suggested’ to describe it, so patronizing and sarcastic haha!
ZOMG HAFIZ
fiz says (12:05 AM):
everytime i go sgh
i see the nurses
some of them
quite pretty
ange says (12:05 AM):
!!!
hafizzzzzz
fiz says (12:05 AM):
seeeee only
no intention
ange says (12:05 AM):
hahahaha
you see see see no intention do what!
fiz says (12:06 AM):
this kind of thing must see
and be thankful of gods creation
like hot guys
i also see
ange says (12:07 AM):
hahahahh!!!!!
hahahahahha omggggg fizz you’re damn funny
fiz says (12:09 AM):
i learn from the best
Jian wei
yangy
ange says (12:09 AM):
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA! ZOMG
dandy!
fiz says (11:45 PM):
i have this thing with long sleeved shirts
i keep buying
= /
fiz says (11:54 PM):
and if ur jeans are beggy
top cannot be slim fit
ange says (11:54 PM):
i thought its cos bottom is loose that’s why top must be tight. to balance out
fiz says (11:54 PM):
depends la
the best is all slim and fitting
i like
shows a bit of curve
heh
ange says (11:55 PM):
hahaha that’s cos you have a nice body shape.
CURVE hahahahah are you talking abt men or women?
fiz says (11:55 PM):
men have curves too
lol
butt
its cuRVEd
ange says (11:56 PM):
haha and the V-shape right
fiz says (11:56 PM):
wah v shape
i aim to get that
* * *
well, i see we have a dandy in the section…hahaha!
yenn and jun
this is mostly for the laughs/entertainment purposes/benefit of justin amirahh and fiz.
16:03:20 wj_er@hotmail.com says:
do u think if i was still single
alot of girls would be having random crushes on me?
16:03:36 You said:
mayb lor
16:03:39 wj_er@hotmail.com says:
SIAN
im missing out
16:03:45 You said:
i think if i was still single, i wld be attached now
HAHA
SAME
16:04:01 wj_er@hotmail.com says:
U SUCK
THE LIFE OUT OF ME
ARGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH
16:04:16 You said:
i would most probably get an angmoh bf and like.. try. haha.
16:04:30 wj_er@hotmail.com says:
try wad?
16:05:11 You said:
try out an angmoh lah
16:05:30 wj_er@hotmail.com says:
u slut
16:05:41 You said:
u bastard
u can be a stud and i can’t lah? asshole
hmph!
or mayb i wld date random guys and be a heartbreaker. hahaha
16:07:11 wj_er@hotmail.com says:
balls!
heartbreaker?!
balls
haha
16:07:32 You said:
why won’t girls have crush on u with me around?
why not? idiot
oi
16:11:07 wj_er@hotmail.com says:
i dont know
scared of u
16:12:11 You said:
but i am away now
why wld anyone be scared of me? why am i so scary? it makes no sense? it isn’t like i got big muscles or am a gangster
16:13:22 wj_er@hotmail.com says:
eh
u r indeed quite scary
i dont know why
16:13:31 You said:
why?
16:13:33 wj_er@hotmail.com says:
just got this aura
16:14:40 You said:
i’m sure lah. then how come u are immune to that aura?
* * *
that was freaking funny, i couldn’t stop laughing for real. gosh, i totally can’t wait for yenn to get back. and then when fiz and yenn go to old trafford im so going with them, only not to watch the match but to…rot at barnes and noble or something similar. section outing to england will be something to look forward to…haha. omggg yenn hurry up come back! we’ll have another stayover okaes. and if the boys can’t make it we’ll have a girls stayover. hahaha. and hafiz wants to drink tea at the railway station. you could look forward to that too!
that silly boy
fiz says (12:02 AM):
here’s an idea
ok wait
nvm
ange says (12:23 AM):
what what what?
what’s the idea?
fiz says (12:24 AM):
im gonna ask irna on a date
ange says (12:24 AM):
!!!!
omg omg omg
how how?
fiz says (12:25 AM):
im not la
ange says (12:25 AM):
HAFIZ HANAFIA! YOU HORRIBLE BOY!
fiz says (12:25 AM):
lol
