yet another relapse
i personally think im pretty good at putting up a cheerful front most of the time, but i’ve been losing it this weekend, possibly because this is the fourth/fifth sleepless night in a row.
event at le danz earlier on. didn’t feel like dancing much because i felt the onset of cramps, so i messaged jas telling her im outside her church. it was near the end of the service, but she came out and invited me in. i haven’t been to church in a long time, and i didn’t really know what to expect, since it was my first visit to new creation. anyway, there was the sermon, and praise and worship to round up.
at the end of it i went back into le danz because the performances had already started. i received an sms fr jas saying that when she knew i was outside, she prayed for the service to be extended, and it was. not that im aware, but it ended a full 20mins later than usual, and jas said, ‘see, daddy god loves you so’. when the performances ended, i went back out to chat w her, and all around people were commenting on the extended praise and worship session and how pleasantly surprised they were about it.
im still a cynical skeptical follower of God, but miracles do happen, and prayers do get answered.
