old chang kee’s pineapple pie $1?

tang yuan in ginger soup $3

macdonald’s apple pie $1

chicken drumstick (the chinese chicken rice sort) $3? $4?

satay $3-6, depending on whether need minimum amount

chicken rice $2.50

curry chicken and potatoes $3

stir-fry beef $6

steak $25

popiah $3

daddy’s cabbage rice $__

good stir-fry cabbage $1

bubble tea (flavour depends on mood) $1.50

black pepper bbq-ed slab of chicken/beef $5?

daddy’s fried rice $__

mummy’s doggy rice $__

home-cooked sze-chuan preserved veg soup/ lotus root soup/ corn soup/ watercress soup/ tomato onion soup $__

kuku’s taukwa beh (porridge) $__

will add on when i think of more. omg that’s a long list. after i condense and pick and choose a menu under $20 i shall publish it on my main blog, muahahaha.

over the past couple of weeks i’ve been speaking to amos almost every evening, it’s scarily become the highlight of my day, everyday. mostly, im the one who calls him, and regrettably, it sounds like im throwing myself at him. that, i despise, and would really prefer the term ‘patching things up’.

we’ve been advised not to meet because we were in a ‘very destructive relationship’ (that, is an understatement), and we’ve been trying hard to adhere to that advice. every time i ask to meet him, he turns me down; every time he offers to meet me, i reject the offer. mostly, we’re frightened at what might happen when we see each other again, properly, for the first time since october.

perhaps i should stop using ‘we’.